finding motivation..

My mom gave me this really neat book about artist inspirations (and a bit of gentle nudges).. its such a good little book. It's just what I needed to read.. my creative output had been dismal for years, I guess cause I was looking after two babies... but before that I didn't do anything. I guess I prefered just feeling sorry for myself, and being stoned out of my mind too. Now things are changing.. kids are letting up a bit (harhar)... and I feel the creative urge again... my mom gave me her old husqvarna sewing machine too, which makes my life a bit easier. I guess those old machines I've carried along with me forever could have worked eventually, if I got them fixed, but they had to be oiled all the time, and they were so old.... lol.... like that should matter, but whatever.